hello blogspot. this is me.

well, after spending more than a few hours trying to get this shit started, i can finally settle with what i've got and knock out my first entry. i forgot how refreshing it could be to have my own blog. i used to write on gj back in the day but when that faded out, so did i. i named this laugh for free because those who most know me know that laughter is just me; it cures my every ailment. i love to laugh and if nothing else, you will hear me laughing my ass off at pretty much anything. i even laugh when i shouldn't and i do apologize in advance for it.

i figure for this first entry i'd go ahead and let you know about myself. i'm pretty horrible at describing myself but i'll try to do my best. there's a sweet picture me of me lol. i did it raw so you could all see who i am, hair's not done, nails aren't either. i got my geek glasses on and am even rockin' a sports bra 'cause that's just how i do it around mi casa. you might even be able to peep them arm muscles i got goin' on. werd.

i'm a spanish and afro american heap of imperfection sprinkled with a little bit of class, humor, love, and integrity. i dream a lot and often times, i like to believe my life is like a movie. sometimes it's romantic, sometimes it's comedic, sometimes it's dramatic, sometimes it's full of action, and sometimes it's horrific. i'm as weak as i am strong.. if that makes any sense. i cry and get hurt easily but in some odd and unexplicable way, i must be strong 'cause i pull through every single time.

i go to school at florida agricultural and mechanical university in tallahassee, florida. i'll be a sophomore come august 25th and i'm a pre-nursing major. i don't have the best gpa in the world right now but i'm making it. i work my ass off at walt disney world in order to make that rent money. i could never save my money until now and it's been quite the struggle for me seeing that money in my account but not being able to spend it. i can't wait to go back to tally where my life is way more exciting than it is here at home. i'm used to being a homebody who hardly ever goes out but maybe it's my fault for going out and getting my license suspended.

i'm a love feign but yes, you will read about how much i hate love and everything associated with it because it keeps letting me down. " i think i'm allergic to rejection, maybe that's why i stay quiet; for protection, " [adv]. i've had my heart broken a million and one times. i stare down at it's broken pieces every day but i've hardly had the time to pick them back up from my last try at a relationship.

i hope you all would like to get to know me on all levels just as i would like to get to know you. i've never considered myself an intellectual person but i write from the heart and i lay it all down in these little white boxes. i express my thoughts and feelings in writing way better than i do in any other way. i'll cry with you and i will laugh with you. i will share my intimacy with you and let you take a trip through my mind.